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duct tape godess's picture

well...its as simple as this...im hurt!
ok?
the only thing that made this easyer for me was that fact that she could not have you either.
yeah i know that you love her more then you ever could have loved me..
and that i bearly had a part of your heart...
but you still have all of mine...
~sigh~
i dont want to get in the way of you and her.
i want you to be happy.
and as i said b4 even if that means you being with her im ok with it.
i know from the day i asked you out that all i would be was the rebound girl.
i just did not think i would get so deep in.
so now that you know all of what im thinking i want to make sure you know this.
im not lieing when i say i dont hate you.
and that im not as hurt as i once was.
"i heed not that my earthy lot hath little of earth in it, that years of love could be forgot in the haterd of a minute, i mourn not that the desolate are happier sweet the i, but you who sorrow for my fate, who am a passer by" Edgar Allen Poe

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When I call out Your Name Do you Hear's picture

I never wanted you to be the

I never wanted you to be the rebound girl....but it seems that in he end....that's what you were....huh? I'm not happy about it, believe me. I'm sorry you have to go through this. But I did love you, I never lied when I said that. And I never lied when I said I'll always be here for you. No matter what.

Sorrow you can hold, however desolating, if nobody speaks to you. If they speak, you break down.
~Bede Jarrett~