dwight, you ignorant slut

electricity's picture

I feel like shit. My head hurts and I couldn't sleep. I laid in bed restless and uncomfortable for an hour full of anxiety and frustration.

I've been Debbie Downer lately, especially in posts on here. Unfortunately, I haven't been very happy so I apologize for the matching entries.

Tonight's topic has been how all the girls in this town are too straight, too young, too closeted and too religious to have an open mind. This town is too conservative and I feel like I'm entirely in the wrong place. Cute girls are "straight" or seriously straight, or young, or whatever... even my own girlfriend was straight when I snagged her. Now she's bisexual and is half-way between out and in. And I'm going to break up with her.

And Jesus Christ, I just want to write. I have good ideas, so for the love of GOD why the fuck can't I just sit down and write? Currently, I'm moping, or I'm doing something useless like going on myspace when there's absolutely nothing to respond too or looking at porn.

But really What the Fuck.

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Leisa's picture

I don't think, and I think

I don't think, and I think everyone will agree with me here, that you should feel the need to apologize for being a "debbie downer" in a space that is designed for its users to share their thoughts and feelings. I do hope things start to look up soon. :)

Icarus's picture

i'm feelin' ya... These gots

i'm feelin' ya...

These gots peanuts and soap in 'um!

5thstory's picture

I agree with Leisa, almost

I agree with Leisa, almost everyone here is a debbie downer when they post.
As well, we're bound to be surrounded by straight cute people. Oh well, good luck! I hope you cheer up soon!

" . . . The sun does not shine upon this fair earth to meet frowning eyes, depend upon it." Charles Dickens

electricity's picture

I appreciate that. =]

I appreciate that. =]