EX's and Love.....

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Well about ready to hurt my EX, i dont like hurting women but all she is doing is telling Kryss lies about me and putting words in my mouth and the funny part about it is she is doing it WHILE i am on the phone with Kryss. Yea, the other night i was on the phone with Kryss waiting for Claire to call because she said that if i still want her around and still want her to be my friend i would pick up her call and talk to her well about 20 minutes into talking with Kryss she called and i told Kryss to call me back when i message her, i answered the phone she said my name and hung up, i messaged Kryss an told her Claire had hung up on me, so me and Kryss talked for about 5 minutes and Claire called again, i answered and she did it again, then just before Kryss called back i got a txt message from her saying "Im sorry i ever bothered you." i was getting a bit pissed so when Kryss called back she told me Claire had signed on and she was talking to her, i said "Ok, ask her why she keeps hanging up on me." Kryss didnt because appartently Claire was telling Kryss that "Oh well i will just wait for him to call me and realise im a human being." and kept trying to make me out to be the bad person. She was trying to play me and Kryss against eachother, apparently if she cant have me no one can. She keeps trying to put words and actions in my mouth too!!! She kept telling Kryss how all i cared about was sex and i told Kryss before we had even gotten into a relationship that i DIDNT want any kind of sexual contact because it didnt feel right due to me being in th wrong body, she understood and then with Claire trying to say all that it just made us realize what she was doing, so Kryss played along and started saying, things like "I was so scared to get into a relationship with him before, now i just realise i should be." it was a bit funny, Claire still doesnt know that i was on the phone with Kryss that whole time, and then Claire proceded to call me AGAIN and try and play mind games with me by saying "Why wont you talk to me?" She keeps making me feel like an asshole and i have GOT to stop that, Kryss told me i was a wonderful person and that i needed to ignore everything Claire is saying. *Sighs* and now Kryss is pulling away from me too.....her ex, he did some pretty bad shit to her and scared her of ever getting into a relationship with some one else, well he contacted her last night and tried to ask her out again, she didnt know what to do she wanted to say no but was so scared to, i dont know what she told him we got off the phone at about 2AM i was falling asleep while talking to her, i wanted to stay on the phone with her to make sure she was going to be ok, she was so close to tears when we hung up...and i almost blew everything by telling her i was in love with her, she fears love more than anything....i dont know what to do i want her in my life so bad...