ugh.... i have like 3 real friends rite now. i don't like it. i wish i had more!. ugh!. No one understands me. life is so confusing!. i do not like it. why can't it just be simple. but not too simple so it doesn't get boring... poop.... i love my girlfriend so much!. she is my BESTFRIEND she is really the only one that gets everything i say. i love her she means the world to me. i really don't know what i would do without her. i would feel like there was something missing in my life. she is my everything i was really really stupid for braking up with her the last time. im am so thankful she took me back. im just scared i don't want to fuck up again she is my bestfriend!!