this has just been magical, these last few days. everything is moving so fast, im scared that it shouldnt, but its exhilerating!!!
we met on the 3rd.
had our first date on the 6th.
our first kiss on the 10th.
i love him already, and thats scary, in a good way though. i met A at uni. we became friends, and then one night, we organised to go see a play with our friends, as drama students do. well that night didnt happen, so A and i decided to go on our own. after much mutual flirting it was decided that it was a date. well, after that night things just shot forward. i cant stop thinking about him, he consumes me. i kissed him last night. it was 6.30 and he walked me to my car. he was leaning on the side of my little car. i opened my door, put my bag in. i turned to him, and without saying anything i kissed him. i kissed him hard. it was passionate and deep and sexy and long. we'd been holding it in for 4 days, we were desperate for this. i loved it, finally i was kissing someone i had real feelings for. best kiss of my life so far. he made me hard.
he's beautiful, inside and out. i was wrong when i wrote he's a self hating homo. he's beautiful. i love him. oh god is this quick! he makes me breathless and makes me smile and makes me feel good about myself. i have problems with my weight - im not obese, but i have baby fat. he makes me feel good. he calls me handsome as a pet name ( i call him tiger when im feeling playful, babe in general talk). im so unbelievably happy!
ME! HAPPY! all i needed was the love of a good man, apparently. he takes my loneliness away. i never thought id feel so wonderful. i finally GET what love is. i can listen to those songs, and truly understand what they mean!!!
all i can say is, WOW. lol *beams*