So I want to buy pride merchandise but I don't think I'll wear the stuff. I think I have to be out to wear rainbows. There are some really cute earrings out there tho. This hopefully will be a motivational tool to help me come out sooner. I want to do it before I turn 21 at least. That gives me about 8 months. That should be enough time. Then I can go to all the lesbian bars. That would be so much fun. So today I went to "Women's Night Out" at our rec center. I got some jewelry and this really cool bowl that was actually kind of expensive. I just got a credit card and I'm afraid I'm going to go into debt because of it. I'm really bad about spending money on things I don't need. I talked to a lady there who is hopefully going to help me become a pampered chef consultant. I would make money and get a good percentage off their merchandise. It sounds so exciting. I love buying kitchenware. I'm sure I wouldn't save any money on buying their things since they are so expensive but I don't care. I went to this concert that was benefiting aids orphans. It was cool. The one band was good but kind of loud. I felt good about helping out tho.