Today my lit. class got into another discussion about religion. We get into the best conversations in that class -____-. At first the teacher was talking about how Marxism has to do with Animal Farm and everything and I guess he said something that got my friend riled up (he's kind of touchy on religion and thinks he's always right -_-) and so then my friend, we'll call him B, talked to the teacher about it during passing period (we have a block class with him so we stay in the same class) and then B was allowed to rant to the class when we all came back. Um, so the main reason I'm talking about this was because the main point of the discussion was homosexuality and gay marriage and then some other stuff I already forgot about. But B is pretty religious and I didn't know he was so into that stuff. It made me a little uneasy hearing him telling everyone how wrong it is and all this crap but then my other friend spoke up about it (being gay) and was defending it and so I was like Yeah! *high 5* It was cool. But at lunch my friends started talking about it and B was just going on about how 'A sin is a sin, and homosexuality is a sin. It's wrong. Blah blah blah blah!' Wow. It probably shouldn't change my mind but now I'm seriously considering on NOT telling my friends that I'm bi. Today just ruined it. I've been building my confidence, too. But I came up with hilarious scenarios during lunch while everyone was debating about religion and shit. In the heat of the discussion: B: "It's wrong. God created man and woman to be joined together and to...blah blah: me: "Hey guys, now seems like a good time to tell everyone I'm bi!" or just randomly blurting out "HEY! IM GAY!" to everyone sitting at the table and a couple times while reviewing these nice situations in my head I burst out laughing. Though no one was paying attention luckily, I'm sure it looked strange. *sigh*
I think soon I might tell my crush I like her. It's really been bugging me lately. Friday is the last day for our math group and then I we won't be forced to talk to each other, OH NO! Maybe it's better. But I seriously feel like telling SOMEONE! POOP!