PurpleLioness's picture

So I accidentally cut myself really fucking bad at about 4:30 Thursday morning.

I showed my crush's mum because she's a nurse and she said I should have gotten stitches but I didn't want to get sent to aurora or wherever they would have sent me because it is obviously self inflicted and all my other scars.

So I didn't go to the doctor.
That was a really big run on sentence up there oh well.

Monday I have to go talk to a therapist or whatever because someone told my mum.

I was four days sober off weed and alcohol but I drank last night then smoked a bowel cause I was drunk enough to forget that I was supposed to have quit.

When I woke up this morning I felt normal and didn't want to cut or cry or have as many suicidal thoughts as I had the past four days.

So I don't know what that means but its not good.

Crush update..
I haven't really talked to her much today.
She was at driving class until four and now she's shopping with her mum I'm assuming.

I'm off.
I told my friend I'd come back to her house when I was done doing whatever I had to do today.


jeff's picture


I don't think you can accidentally cut yourself... while in the midst of intentionally cutting yourself. It's not like this is some amazing skill you have or something.

Also, I can't take reading this anymore. You smoked a bowl. No e. Unless, of course, you actually smoked some sort of intestines or actual feces, perhaps. In which case, I suppose bowel is fine.


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whateversexual_llama's picture

well, jeff, we all know you

well, jeff, we all know you LOVE to smoke bowels in YOUR free time. =D

Be yourself. 'Cause if you're busy being somebody else, who's gonna be you?

jeff's picture


You think this is some sort of rimming slang? Is that what you kids are up to?


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PurpleLioness's picture

Spelling is not my strong point

Thank you for correcting me though.
I asked a few people if that was how you spelled it and no one could tell.

Its what I get for hanging out with stoners.

Which I probably also spelled wrong.