I have been asking myself lately, 'do I want to live in the life of God?' and all the time the answer is not clear because I find all the negative thoughts from Christians and all the negativity in the bible. I mean, I don't want to be hated by someone who may or may not really exist. I just think.. Don't you want to at least try to live in the life of god? So I told myself I would give it a try. But it didn't seem to work because all the negativity from the bible kept coming to my mind. And i'm definitely not going to change my sexuality because of my choice of religion. I finally come to conclusion of what I am and I just want to be loved for who I am and if someone doesn't like me because i'm gay or bi then I don't really care. I mean don't get me wrong. Its a hell of a hard process 'coming out and all' but in the end its worth it and makes life a lot more easier. So I guess your wondering what i'm trying to say. Well i'm trying to ask you for your opinion. Is there something wrong with being Christian and Gay?
Thanks and you guys i'm sorry I haven't been on in a long time. I've been having a rough one. Anyway take care and hope all of you are doing good.