Slow Songs

RaspberriesAreFun's picture

So I'm listening to my slow song mix right now and crying. I'm afraid of failing this one class. Believe me it's a possibility. Sometimes I feel like such a failure. I don't have that great of a gpa. It's not that I'm a slacker. Sometimes I don't think I have what it takes to be a teacher. This wasn't even a required class. I just took it because my friend was taking it and it was another spanish class. I should have known this time wouldn't be different. I had this professor before and I got a C in her class that time. I'm actually hoping for a C this time. It's so pathetic. I hate school sometimes. I should be studying right now. I just feel like it's not going to help. What's the point if the best I can get according to my calculations is a C at this point. The stupidest thing is how much her homework is worth. She made it so a 2 point homework assignment is worth 5% of our overall grade. Thank God I don't have to take her class in the fall. I'm taking it in Costa Rica. I don't know what I'm going to do.

Soundtrack of my life right now:

1. The Book of Love- Peter Gabriel
2. Sleep- The Dandy Warhols
3. Storm- Lifehouse
4. Que Será Será- Sly and the Family Stone
5. You Oughta Know- Alanis Morissette
6. Breathe- Anna Nalik
7. Almost Lover- A Fine Frenzy
8. I Grieve- Peter Gabriel
9. Mad World- Gary Jules
10. Hallelujah- Jeff Buckley
11. Last Request- Paolo Nutini
12. This Years Love- David Grey
13. If God Will Send His Angels- U2

Comments

taste the rainbow's picture

bahaha man, talk to me about

bahaha man, talk to me about bad gpa! I got a 1.25 right now!! Mind you it's only based off of the two classes I had first term (still waiting to see the results of my second term!!) - I got my first F bomb ever and a C+. To me, all that F means is, "fuck. I have to re-take the gawd damn course - BULLSHIT!"

I too aspire to be a teacher one day. I think when it comes to perusing education as a career, it's not whether you 'got what it takes' or not (although I don't really know how you're defining 'got what it takes' really). but going off of whatever is going on in my head, I believe it's a matter or whether or not youuuuu as a person are an educator in general.

You seem pretty hung over this possibility of failing a single class, which in turn would suddenly crown you an utter failure yourself as a person/university/college student/whatever. Well, if that would be the case, I already beat you to that damn crown, so ha. You can't have it! However, I do not believe this is the case. What you do is totally up to you. But for me, I'm not gonna let a few sucky grades question my ability to teach. I'm gonna get into the damn faculties I need to and graduate damn it and be the best damn teacher everrr.

"I hate school sometimes" - welcome to the club. I could bitch and complain about how sucky/ridiculous school is all day! =)

missundastood's picture

School's over for me!yaay!Im

School's over for me!yaay!Im sorry for you guys,but ive been there,and trust me,its all gonna get over soon =)
And hun,why are you listening to all heartbroken songs?They're great...but arent they just a bit too depressing?*sigh* Its all reminds me of my great breakup.which i dunt tink im completely over.Blah,whatever.You have me to talk to if u want okie?
Big kissie! Hugs! =D

Let's get one thing straight, I'm not.