So guess what, guys? I think I might have lost my mind.
This is my first time posting here, so sorry that it has to be ranting, but... Whatcha gonna do?
So here's what's up: I've been bi for a long time. Then, I started calling myself pan. Now, I'm thinking I'm more of a lesbian. But, I'm kind of in love with a guy, but for personality rather than sex - I don't want a relationship with him, because that would just be stupid and pointless for many, many reasons... And, if that's not confusing enough, I just managed to get myself into a friends-with-benefits situation with my ex-girlfriend.
I don't know how this happened.
I don't know what's going to happen. Kind of confused, really. I do not want a relationship. I am in a very nice free floating place with no commitments, and I do NOT want any... but I mean, hormones, they're still a-raging, so somehow I ended up in this 'more than friends' situation. We're not in love, and we're not dating, but we are... doing other stuff? How crazy is this? I don't have a moral problem with it or anything, but I just am not entirely sure what the hell I'm doing. Any thoughts?