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Azul's picture

So we had our first play to night... We actually did pretty damn well considering I barely knew my cues...

*big yawn*
I'm confused about my emotions. Especially concerning my ex. A lot of the time when I'm around him for long periods of times I go into a pretty depressed state. I don't know why. I think it might have to do with how I think I've made no progress and everyone else has. But when I don't see him, my life seems pretty damn good.

Part of me wants to be his friend. yet a part of me wants to ditch him all together. But should I really sacrifice a relationship, because I'm emotionally juvenille to a degree? I mean, he doesn't do anything wrong. And I tend to be friendly to everyone, because everyone needs a friend ^.^

'Cause a person's a person no matter how small!
and I end there.


jeff's picture


If you're only OK when you don't see him, I would rephrase that to say you don't realize that you're not OK until you see him. Same sentiment, but seems to paint the picture more accurately, no? Since it seems he brings realization not a change.

Wait, you dumped him because you're a size queen? j/k. :-)


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