So we had our first play to night... We actually did pretty damn well considering I barely knew my cues...
I'm confused about my emotions. Especially concerning my ex. A lot of the time when I'm around him for long periods of times I go into a pretty depressed state. I don't know why. I think it might have to do with how I think I've made no progress and everyone else has. But when I don't see him, my life seems pretty damn good.
Part of me wants to be his friend. yet a part of me wants to ditch him all together. But should I really sacrifice a relationship, because I'm emotionally juvenille to a degree? I mean, he doesn't do anything wrong. And I tend to be friendly to everyone, because everyone needs a friend ^.^
'Cause a person's a person no matter how small!
and I end there.