so... one of my friends ran away. she left a suicide note saying that she was gunna drown herself. but she didnt she has been gone for like... a few days and... her brother saw her but she booked it. why does she insist on putting the stress on all of us? dont call me selfish for saying that because she wont kill herself... we all know it. she's doing it for the shock and the worry in us all. i used to be in love with that girl but.. she seems more like a friends with benefits/sister thing. dont ask me how that plays in the same picture and no i dont find it grosse. cuz 1)there are certain things she does that makes me overly protective of her ((like a big sister)) 2)when im single she's like... my fuck buddy, without the fuck we just makeout and stuff. i dont really see her as a friends with benefits type anymore i guess, because im in love but that was my previous view on her.
in other words just to update everyone since i havnt been on here lately. you remember that girl that i was crushing on alot and wanted her and stuff? well i finally got her for myself. she's myne 100% she's comming to see me this summer and im stoked as a blind man in a fish market. hah. that's abit of afroman for you. but yea.
so.. i have to do the dishes and get ready to go chill with my friend so... ttyl you beautiful bloggers. hah.