exams, writing, drama

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All over my town at this moment in time there a probably over a hundred teens begging their parents not to study. However, I am begging my mom to study. My mom told me I wasn't allowed to study anymore because my head was going to explode and I had studied to much. The funny thing is although I've been studying 3-4 hours a day for the past week, I feel like I've learned nothing, and know nothing about physics. I have my finally grade 11 exam tomorrow (I only had two- music and physics). I hate the teacher because he's sexest. He says things like "That's a good mark, for a girl!" What the hell kind of difference does it make if I'm a girl or a boy. I don't care what they say about males being better at sciences, females still can do equally well. He says things about females all the time that are just out of line and break the Human Freedom and Rights Code or whatever it is.

I've been playing piano alot lately. On Saturday I got a Taylor Swift book for piano. There's so much drama right now that playing piano makes it all feel better. I've also been writing again. I used to write all the time especially in math class. I made an account on www.L-word.com/index.php and then you go to Fan Fiction or whatver the first drop down thing is and go to creatice writing. MoreThanHope was my old screen name. The stuff isn't that great it was a random story that was in my head and at the time I didn't really have the writing tools to organize it to make a lot of sense or be that good. It just was what it was. I didn't even bother to make it in proper format I'd write the person's name and what they said instead of putting quotes around it or in any other proper format. This new one I kind of like. At a later date I might give out my screen name. For now I want it to be for me and strangers. I'm not sure why, just do. The pointis I'm writing again, doing music alot more. I believe this is because you can't really be an artist without pain or suffering I believe that writing is an art as well as music and before my drama was somewhat calm and in times of lots of drama is when I start doing artistic things again. I think I"m going to bed so i can rock my exam tomorrow.