Woo, I'm never around anymo.
It's summer. I read, I write, I read, I play sax, I read, I work on scholarships, I read, I bike, I read...my eyes are starting to hurt from a hundred plus pages a day.
Nothing new on the relationship front. NOTHING is ever new on the relationship front. The last time I touched a guy was almost a year ago...and I'm fine with that. People I know have been drinking and sleeping around a lot lately, and their actions have upset me greatly; I feel sufficiently turned off from the dating scene. The situation reminds me of Ginsberg's poem, "Howl": "I saw the best minds of my generation destroyed by madness..." Of course I'm engaging in obnoxious hyperbole, but nevertheless, I still kind of feel that way...like my friends are just throwing their lives in cans of beer, drinking them up, and pissing them out. I hope this is just a phase.
I'm really tired.
Thus the scatter-brained post.