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Azul's picture

So, I worked with Xana and Laurance today. It was so fucking nice. I love those two so much.

Xana and I took this super long dinner break because one of the pools had spiked chlorine levels so we closed it. Our break was supposed to be about 30 minutes. I think it was around 50 minutes. Anyway, she confirmed that I was gay. She had heard a "rumor" and we talked about that. It was cool. We struck it off really well. I mean we had already kind of, I'm just pretty with held with new people (who isn't?).

I'm starting to find new friends. It's really nice too because I really like these ones. I mean I still have my old ones, but I didn't like the persona I had around them. Around these new kiddos I've been meeting, I feel so much more comfortable, not withheld. Plus they work with me, so we can gossip about things all of us understand. My other friends gossiped about the crap going around in our school's students. I don't care about that shit. I'd much rather bash that mean and bitchy cash register-country store worker that just so happened to have a crush on me I guess, but has never met me except has exchanged about 2 words on face book. Or that fucking bitch Leslie. She fucking yelled at me for swiping in THREE FUCKING MINUTES EARLY. Big fucking whoop, Aquatics just lost like a whole 40 cents. What about that 6,000$ in overtime? I think that's your worry you dumb ass. Or maybe the kids that swipe in something like an hour early.

Then that dumbass Leslie always tries to please and suck up to Jess because she's the bosses daughter (who my brother just so happens to be dating) and it pisses Jess off so much. She's so stupid.

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jeff's picture

Hmm...

I don't withhold around new people. I used to be, but between my blogs, and this place, and Google... what's the point. Everything about me is already out there, who cares?

Co-workers asked what I was doing tonight, and I said I'm going to see singing drag queens. Did that bother anyone? Did I say too much? Don't know, don't care.

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kumar2011's picture

yupe!!

yeah lately...i have jus not cared.....im me and im ok wit me...and im realizing that...and its like...haters....haters r only here to hate so let them...lol...

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