I don't know, lately I've been missing my ex. However the more I think about it, I'm not necessarily missing her but the concept of her. When I was with her I had that confidence of knowing "Hey I have a girlfriend, and she digs me. She definately is in love with me so I can be loved, awesome." I had stuff to do filling my time, someone to be with and didn't have to worry about trying to find someone because well I already had.
When it comes down to it I guess I'm just lonely and the reality of my situation has set in. Before we broke up I told myself "I'll end up finding that someone, that someone I can love and will love me back." However now I have to start back from square one and try again at the dating game. Being in a relationship is easy, starting a relationship (for me) is difficult. Oh well I'm sure it will work out eventually, I just have to keep putting myself out there.