My first day back to school

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I got my license so I got to drive to school today. Yay! And it was sooo ironic, I got in my car this morning and I turned on the radio and it was "I kissed a girl" playing. I'm not a huge fan of that song, but its gay, so I was like its gonna be a good day! :)
I hate the feeling of the 1st day of school though, it makes me feel like the new kid all over again. My classes are all ok.
Spanish 1, English, Biology 1, Ceremics, Study hall, Gym, Geometry

My name in Spanish class is Blanca... it means white girl. :) Theres a black girl in my spanish class and I wanted to be like "hey you should get this name!" but I didn't because I don't know her. (i hope that doesnt make me sound like a racist..)
But OHMAGOD!! There is this unbelievebly hot girl in my math!! And I have lunch with her and she was sitting at the token lesbian's table (i'm not the token lesbian :(... my school has like 3 gay kids, that are out..) Which could be a good and bad thing because 1. she might be gay 2. not good b/c she might go out with someone other than me. Ugh but she's so hot! I was telling my sister about my day and how my friend A was saying how I'm wearing a lesbo vest and I was like whatever and kinda of ignoring her and laughing inside. But my sister said maybe she's not the only one who thinks I looked like a dyke (refering to the hot girl)
So ya that made me really happy.
My goals for this school year are in no particuler order:
-comeout
-get all A's
-deside whether or not i'm doing basketball and make varsity if i do it
-make varsity in softball
-get on birth control
-keep going to the gym
-become more confident/better at driving
-date the new hot girl
-try not to lie and say guys are hot
Oh and I sit at my one of my crushes tables during lunch (not the one i was talking about before, theres a few..Although I can see the hot girl from where I sit). So I get to eat lunch and bake in her hottness. YES!

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jeff's picture

err...

birth control?

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-Ruby-'s picture

for your information,

girls often go on birth-control for reasons OTHER than because we don't want dudes' spunk to implant a sperm inside us and make a baby.
taking the birth control pill can regulate a woman's periods, reduce period pain, and clear up acne.

Inkblot's picture

Ah, Ruby

The sex-ed teacher of the Universe. (I should make you a business card that says that)

Do I shock you darling?
-Sally Bowles, Cabaret

jeff's picture

Hmm...

I don't believe in altering God's plan in such ways. Childbirth, pain, acne... there's a reason for it all.

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music is life's picture

My sister got/is pregnant in

My sister got/is pregnant in highschool and my parents are worried (but not openly) that I will get pregnant too, so they're like making it clear to me that when I want to get on the pill I can. I also am on my period for 6 days every like 25 days and I get cramps bad. I also break out before I start. And I figure since I don't plan on having kids for a very long time that it would only help me. (sry that was kind of a little TMI.... but thats why)

jeff's picture

Hmm...

Having a pregnant teenaged sister, should make it easier to come out... guess what mom and dad, you have nothing to worry about!

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music is life's picture

Ya i know. Thats why its so

Ya i know. Thats why its so hard not to laugh when they're all like, "Stay away from the boys!" But my response is always "you have nothing to worry about..."