well, at least it will be interesting to go back.
i'm having trouble facing a lot of the denial i went through with summer. i'm having trouble convincing myself that what she said and did had a different meaning than i thought. meaning, she says now that none of it meant anything to her. that it was just "friendly." but, what she says now trumps what she did then, in the end.
... although, i still catch the same old glimmer in her eye when she looks at me.
or maybe it's just the denial flaring up again.
I DON'T WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL.