I had a really bad night

fatefellshort's picture

All in all, boy said he wasn't planning on ever dating me again.

This makes me miserable. Unrequited love isn't healthy so i decided to find out if I had a chance or should try to get over him. Now I realize my chance is slim and getting over him is impossible.

The best part is i wake up at 5AM to go to a XC meet tomorrow.

Uhmm.. I was pumped until now. Now I feel like every bit of happiness is sucked out of me. What if that affects how I do? Fuck everything.

I don't wanna fall back into depression.

On the bright side, today I weighed 139.5!! And that was at like 6 pm. yay to be in the 130s again =]

How do you stop loving someone? Because I can't. And it hurts.

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-Ruby-'s picture

the best way to get over the old guy...

is to get under the new guy!
heheheh...
seriously tho, i know trying to get over someone is hard... i've been there, more than once... however give it time, and one day soon you'll feel much better.

fatefellshort's picture

haha thats quality advice.

haha thats quality advice. why is my therapist not quite so brilliant =P

thanks =/ =]

Fiona Rosge's picture

How to get over someone? I

How to get over someone? I should know this but I don't..would it really just be to stop thinking about them?
I would say that falling back into your depression would be bad-because I know and Ive been there, like everyone else in the world-but why would you listen to me?
I think weight is a weird thing, why r we all obsessed with losing ponds? I read a book about an anerexic and she said: Where does it go? Where in the universe does it go?
just somthing to think about
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Come Josephine in my flying machine
Going up she goes up she goes
Balance yourself like a bird on a beam
In the air she goes there she goes
Up, up, a little bit higher
Oh, my, the moon is on fire
Good-by