All in all, boy said he wasn't planning on ever dating me again.
This makes me miserable. Unrequited love isn't healthy so i decided to find out if I had a chance or should try to get over him. Now I realize my chance is slim and getting over him is impossible.
The best part is i wake up at 5AM to go to a XC meet tomorrow.
Uhmm.. I was pumped until now. Now I feel like every bit of happiness is sucked out of me. What if that affects how I do? Fuck everything.
I don't wanna fall back into depression.
On the bright side, today I weighed 139.5!! And that was at like 6 pm. yay to be in the 130s again =]
How do you stop loving someone? Because I can't. And it hurts.