I still love him and I hate it.

scandalboy's picture

I had a relapse today. I realised that after 6 months, I still love the bastard. I have a meeting at uni tomorrow concerning our productions, and I'm sure he'll be there. I was thinking I'll ask him to have a coffee afterwards. I just need to talk to him. I feel so stupid for still feeling like this.

I'll be 18 in 10 days, then things will open up. I've said it before, I'll say it again, I feel trapped.


Fiona Rosge's picture

I think everyone feels

I think everyone feels trapped at one point in there life, espually when things seem out of control or you feel that you have no escape. Thats just part of it.
Come Josephine in my flying machine
Going up she goes up she goes
Balance yourself like a bird on a beam
In the air she goes there she goes
Up, up, a little bit higher
Oh, my, the moon is on fire

5thstory's picture

Love to hate, and hate to

Love to hate, and hate to love. C'est la vie, no? Good luck with that.
Oh, and we're almost the same age. I'll be 18 in six days. The only difference is that I don't have anything opening up... Lucky you! Hahaha. And good luck!

" . . . The sun does not shine upon this fair earth to meet frowning eyes, depend upon it." Charles Dickens