I had a relapse today. I realised that after 6 months, I still love the bastard. I have a meeting at uni tomorrow concerning our productions, and I'm sure he'll be there. I was thinking I'll ask him to have a coffee afterwards. I just need to talk to him. I feel so stupid for still feeling like this.
I'll be 18 in 10 days, then things will open up. I've said it before, I'll say it again, I feel trapped.