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music is life's picture

Tonight was the Powderpuff games. We got our asses handed to us :( But atleast we looked cute in our matching shirts and shorts and our hair in pigtails.

The testing for the no child left behind thing is done. I had 3 math tests. Its sucked. And on 2 of them you couldn't use a calculator and you needed one. It sucked, I'm nothing without my calculator,in math and thats really sad. I was talking to one of the foreign exchange students from Tiawan (sp?) and she said that they took Geometry in elementary school and Calculus as a freshman. Holy shit. And she also said how they can't use calculators or else its cheating. Wow.

Tomorrow night is Homecoming. Sara, the friend who I just came out to last weekend, invited Sam and I to stay the night after the dance and football game. Sara has to stay for the dance cuz she's on student council. I'm not a huge fan of dances. They're always the girls giving their bf's lap dances and griding on them, I'm just like ew no thanks. And not to mention the fact that I can't ever dance with who I want to and it be percieved as more than "friends". I really want to go to a gay bar, and soon. I think I could pass as 18.

Things with Sara have been the same, sort of. I haven't gotten a chance to talk to her about the whole "gay" thing since I told her. Its probably a good thing that things are the same, if not better. Its like now we have this silent "knowingness" pass between us. Its weird, maybe its just me being paraniod though, idk.

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thinks's picture

hope your home coming goes

hope your home coming goes well! I agree about those silent like passes. It's always seems to feel good to have someone in the know without the need to express that know ya know? lol

kaj's picture

After a while, your friend

After a while, your friend will get over being comed out upon (there has to be a better way to say that) and you will eventually be able to talk about it. Immediately following coming out, maybe silent knowingness is better.