Today was an ego-killer. Just one of those days when you don't feel like anyone likes you for you, stuff doesn't happen the way you want it to, and somebody makes you feel like you aren't anybody special. I don't know, I hate when days like these bring out so much of my own insecurities. I mean looking back on it, it wasn't such a bad day. I got a perfect score on my chem quiz, I got my skit over with in drama and got an A, and a friend and I were laughing all during my last period of apec. But I don't know, My math teacher marked off points of my grades for no apparent reason, I didn't get the part I wanted in the school play, and some people i know and like greeted me with a lot colder welcome than I expected. I just ended the day with this needy desire for validation and people to like me, and I hate when i get like that.
And then again knowing that i let the little things bother me so much bothers me so I'm just rolled up into a little approval needing miserable fetal position. (metaphorically)