Sometimes things actually change for the better

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Hey! How is everybody doing??? I havn't been on here in over a year. Mostly cause I didn't have the internet at home but I got it back so I can finally start posting my random thoughts on here again thank god.

So anyways last time I was on here I was writing about how my skitzo brother was making my life an utter hell and that I wanted to move and that I wasn't out of the closet to anyone. Well my brother got his own place THANK GOD(or whatever I believe in, lol) and we moved last week. I can't tell you how happy I am that we finally moved. Plus after thinking about it for a while I changed my "interested in" thingy on Facebook to Women. So now all my friends(that I hardly talk to) now know that I'm gay.

This move has actually changed me a lot so far. I don't really feel trapped inside of my head anymore. Like I don't really care all that much if everybody knows I'm gay. I've just got a lot more confidence in myself AND my gayness you know? I'm still waiting to tell my parents and I think I'm gonna tell them when I'm in a relationship with a girl, it seems best.

There is so much more I wanna tell but I think I've written enough for now.