soo life still continues

RaspberriesAreFun's picture

somehow the world continues even with all the crises going on around me. somehow i really i weren't so selfish. i wish i had been a better roommate.

i am moving back into my parents house. my roommate cant make the rent because of her stupid job. id stay there and get someone else to live with me but i dont really think thats going to happen. what will happen next?

i seem to be less happy lately. im going to blame it on the weather. shortening days and it getting colder. maybe i have that S.A.D. thingy. i wonder if i can get pills for that. no. im not really one to take a lot of pills.

do you ever find urself just waiting for time to pass. i've done it before. watching the time go by. its not very fun. i just didnt want to get out of the car and i was early for something. anyways.

i wanna be more assertive. but i cant. they say that by kindergarten ur personality is set. i think i read that somewhere. no im not an expert on human psyches.

i think im going to find something to eat. i've been emotionally eating lately. it bothers me. eating doesnt make me feel better. it just makes me feel fat.

so thats that. my life. at the moment.

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targristiel's picture

Firstly: Exercise is one of

Firstly: Exercise is one of the best cures for unhappiness and depression. You don't even have to go outside; get a jump rope or go somewhere with a treadmill. Just do something to keep yourself engaged, and you'll feel happier.

Secondly: I've watched time go by for three years. Don't let yourself do that. When you finally wake up, you'll realize it wasn't worth it.

*hugs*

Also, it's good that you realize you're emotionally eating. Try drinking a glass of water every time you feel like eating for emotional reasons.

RaspberriesAreFun's picture

thanks for the tips If male

thanks for the tips

If male homosexuals are called "gay," then female homosexuals should be called "ecstatic." ~Shelly Roberts

Azul's picture

sexual identity is thought

sexual identity is thought to be set between pre-birth and the age of six, so I would think personality would follow suit.

SAD http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Seasonal_affective_disorder