First Entry!

starsxfallxup's picture

Well I've been kinda ...lurking haha around here for a while so I figured I would give starting a journal a shot. Since this is my first entry I suppose I should just start off with the basic stuff. My name is not important :), I'm going to be sixteen in twenty five days, I'm a girl and I am a raging homosexual =D. About...eleven people know about my gayness, and they all don't have a problem with it so that's cool...

But yeah, I guess I started this journal so I could have some kind of release. If you get me. I have a written journal, but no one will ever ever see it. So at least here I can be anonymous and get people's input or comments or something? Because well ...everyone here can read this so, if anyone ever feels like commenting that would be nice. I like comments =) Hurray for comments!

Does anyone here like the band All That Remains or In Flames? I may be going to see them on November seventh with my friend who will now be referred to as ...Gladys! Haha, since that's kind of her nickname. Weird I know. But yep yep, should be good times. Gladys and myself have gone to a couple of concerts together such as a Melanie C concert and Motely Crue! Random random, I know. But I love Melanie C and she was nice enough to come with me so I could see her. Gladys is awesome like that.

Oh man, am I ever COLD! I was stupid enough to go on a bike ride this morning in just a shirt and jeans and it's seven degrees out and I'm already sick. =\ Oh well. I'm really not in a good mood. At all. It's like a mixture of anger, hurt, emptyness and sadness. But also very unfeeling at the same time. Like my brain registers the fact that this is what I'm feeling, but my body only feels it half the time. But my brain always thinks about it. I don't want to go too in depth about why I'm in such a bad mood right now, but I definately will later. When I'm alone. People are circling me right now, it's really annoying. So anyhow, I hope this was an ...entertaining first post and I realize that I use ellipses too much but oh well...haha.

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fox333's picture

welcome!

I don't know any of those bands (iv heard of a few of them) but feel free to pm me if u wanna talk to someone.

"I feel like Nacy Drew in the mystery of the midlife crisis."
-Roger Bannister
The Stepford Wives

starsxfallxup's picture

Hey! Thanks for the

Hey! Thanks for the welcome.
And yeah, All That Remains is still pretty underground. What kind of music do you like?

Merric's picture

Ellipses are addicting, I

Ellipses are addicting, I know.

I have a relative named Gladys... (<-- see?) but I don't see her much.

Anyway, welcome, and I hope you don't suffer too much from the seven degree weather. (I would die.)

starsxfallxup's picture

Nice! I've always wanted to

Nice! I've always wanted to know someone actually named Gladys haha... (wow I actually can't help myself)
Thanks for the welcome and the seven degree weather is what comes with living in crappy Canada haha.

fox333's picture

I like most about anything

I like most about anything that isn't a love song. they depress me.

"I feel like Nacy Drew in the mystery of the midlife crisis."
-Roger Bannister
The Stepford Wives

starsxfallxup's picture

Yep

yeah I agree. love songs piss me off.