I rented that movie The Eye with my 2 best friends. And to the one i squealed (ew i hate that word) ooo jessica alba! ahha so anyway apparently she went to the movie store like 2 days later with her boyfriend and he picked the movie up and said the exact same thing in the exact same voice i did. and she started laughing and he was like Wow other girls would get mad at that. Thought that was somehow a funny story.
Nothing and everything is happening in my life. I relapsed monday ,tuesday, today. Fuck. aand i weighed 129 on sunday. why do i fuck my life over when its getting perfect? do i think id ont deserve it?
i went completely psycho today. i threw my scale down the stairs. got out a hammer. and beat it to pieces. and put the pieces in a garbage bag. and hid it behind my couch.
hahahhaa.. im screwed.
fuck. well, it was fun. fuck. at least i won't be weighing myself every 10 minutes....