I was just reading Merrics journal and she mentioned the movie Troy. That got me thinking about the first time I saw it. I went to the theaters with my dad to see Troy this was 2004 and about a year before I started to seriously question my sexuality. The funny thing is that Helen of Troy in the movie totally caught my eye. I was...I don't know how to say it. I just liked her you know? And this was BEFORE I even started to SERIOUSLY think that I was gay. It's really funny to think about it now because I precisly remember watching it and thinking "What is it about her?" "Why do I want to look at her and not like Brad Pitt or Orlando Bloom". It's oh so very true and funny. To be back when I was so young and so very, very nieve.