*happy sigh*

Splash's picture

I went to a concert, knowing B was working backstage, and she was happy to see me and gave me a ride home afterward. Just us. I think we talked about how much we both love Christmas. She gave me another hug right before I got out of the car.

I'm probably still dreamy-eyed cuz I feel all swirly-whirly and happy inside. I'd forgotten crushes could feel so nice.

:-)

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jmy's picture

I love working backstage,

I love working backstage, bestfun :)

Yes crushes are quite enjoyable. They make you feel all happy inside

WantsOut's picture

Hmm... not to sound

Hmm... not to sound self-pitying, but yeah, their great until they blow up in your F-ing face...

As I entered the room, I found myself filled with regret. Why am I doing this? All I know is: God can only tell me what I am searching for. I kneel and pray. Truth floods into me. I feel lonely.

Splash's picture

er, no, I guess it's OK,

er, no, I guess it's OK, serves as a reality check for me anyway... cuz I don't know if B is gay and she doesn't know that I am, and this could go wrong in SO many ways...

...but I guess I'll try to enjoy it while I can. :-)

I'm sorry your crush didn't work out so well, WantsOut. *hug*

~~~ the voice of your eyes is deeper than all roses ~ e e cummings ~~~

WantsOut's picture

...

No, I shouldn't Have said that. Go through with your feelings, but still, you MUST keep in mind that it COULD go wrong. But that doesn't mean you shouldn't go for it. But keep that in mind, if only in the back of your mind.

Remember, no matter what happens with B, we all will love you here, and if you need someone to talk to, feel free to PM me at any time. I'll be happy to read what you have to say.

As I entered the room, I found myself filled with regret. Why am I doing this? All I know is: God can only tell me what I am searching for. I kneel and pray. Truth floods into me. I feel lonely.

Splash's picture

hey, thanks :-)

hey, thanks :-)

~~~ the voice of your eyes is deeper than all roses ~ e e cummings ~~~

gaynow's picture

Haha yes, crushes can be

Haha yes, crushes can be really nice. I'm super-happy to just have crushes on two cute girls who aren't my best friend or fucking jailbait... (I mean, relative jailbait...) And of course anyone who works backstage gets automatic sexypoints.

Of course, I get bored out of my skull working backstage. In the booth is where it's at! (And I may be relegated to backstage mic-troubleshooter for this year's musical... ah boo...)

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