I'm such a jerk. I don't know where the hell my head was at today but I forgot it was my mother's birthday. WOW! Like seriously, what kind of a low life asswipe do you have to be to do that. I can't believe myself. I can't believe that I forgot her birthday meanwhile I live in the same house with her!!!! I really feel like a asshole/jerk/disapointment right now. I thought about it the other day. I was like wholey cow it's comming up soon. I saw that it was on Sunday and then I didn't even remember until she just went to bed. We were JUST watching TV and then she headed off to bed and I went on to the computer and it was then that I realized it was the 7th and her birthday. God, I am one helluva stupid person. Seriously, what must she think of me?
I like NEVER forget birthdays. I'm the one that remember's them. I didn't even know what the date was today. My birthday is in 10 days she should just forget all about it. I completely deserve it. After everything that's gone on in the last year my mom deserved a good birthday but could I do that for her? Nope.