Today I was fine. All day. Laughing, having fun. I was fine. Even in a good mood. I went to Chapters, because I spend way to much of my life there. I was fine at Chapters. I found books for my mom and part of my dad's christmas present. I got home at around four. Still fine. I go on the computer. Log onto facebook, and that's when my good mood ended. Everything she has been doing on facebook is plastered all over MY newsfeed. That's pretty much when my good mood fell apart. When I saw that.
How can I go from feeling actually ok about this to devastated again in a split second?
It hurts to breathe.