Craptacular mood

ShowMeLove's picture

Bitch Bitch Bitch.....That's today in a nutshell.

My mom wakes me up today to ask whether or not I want to watch The Dark Night with her and my dad. It's 11 am(Too light out to watch a movie like that!) so I tell her no. So, at 1 pm I get out of bed and I can hear that they are still watching the movie so I stay upstairs cause I don't want to watch the movie half way through, I figure that I'll watch it later. So, an hour or so later I go downstairs and the movies over. My parents start arguing about whatever(It's a normal occurrence).

Okay, so I eat then me and my mom take the dogs out for a walk. Then she tells me how my dad was complaining about how I didn't come down to watch the movie with them, that I'm spending all this time in my room now, it's ridiculous that I sleep in so late, and whatever else I'm doing wrong....Blah blah blah. Well, excuse me if I don't want to wake up early to watch HIS television programs. And like WTF is the point in me waking up early???...Umm...I got nowhere to go and nothing to do so what's the point? Plus in like a week I'm starting my job workshop so I plan on spending my last week sleeping in and doing what I like. And the reason I've been spending more time in my room is because I'm either using the computer or playing my Xbox.....Ugh.

He bitches behind my back...and some of it has to do with the fact that he isn't working and hasn't been for a while. So, he's at home and drinking and life's kinda shitty for them right now. But there's this shining light that he sometimes sees but most of the time he can't. I understand that my parents are going through a kind of rough time right now but he doesn't need to take it out on me. Although, it's not just me that he's taking it out on. At our family Christmas get together he was pissy too, so my sisters got some of it and my mom get's that everyday. So, there ya go. It doesn't make me feel better. At the end of the week he's starting some work training for a new job. He needs to get a new job and get out of the house cause him being at home all the time doesn't make anybody happy.

Alright, so there's my bitching for the day. I feel a bit better.


the ghost's picture

I'm sorry things suck so

I'm sorry things suck so much for you right now. Try not to let it get to you though it may be difficult.I think it's something all parents and teenagers go through from time to time-the parents thinking the teenager is spending too much time away from them. I think the parents just find it difficult to adjust to their kid growing up. Maybe this is just being magnified at the moment since your dad is having a hard time at the minute too.
Anyways, I hope things improve soon for you.

No one can make you feel inferior without your consent-Eleanor Roosevelt

ShowMeLove's picture

Yeah, accept I'm 21....but

Yeah, accept I'm 21....but yeah, i think it's partially to do with me wanting to do things other than sit around and watch TV with them. Thanks:) Hopefully things will get better soon.

Go hence, to have more talk of these sad things. Some shall be pardoned, some punished. Never was a story of more regret than this of Juliet and her fair Juliet.

Lehcure's picture

good luck at your job

good luck at your job workshop.
well, you have every right to sleep in late if you want to, that's what people do..sleeping's healthier than watching t.v. anyways. your dad does seem to need to get a job, and I'm sure a lot of things will be better then. until then, keep your head up, alrighty.

ShowMeLove's picture

Thanks alot:) Yeah, I've

Thanks alot:)

Yeah, I've heard that sleeping is better than watching TV...I should tell him that next time he makes an issue out of it.

Go hence, to have more talk of these sad things. Some shall be pardoned, some punished. Never was a story of more regret than this of Juliet and her fair Juliet.