I keep thinking about the girl I'll spend the rest of my life with. I haven't met her yet, and yet she takes up quite alot of my mind. Shes smart, and interesting, and amazing. And I have crushes now, but I don't really like anyone, you know? Like, H, one of the girls I like, is really prety, and really sweet, but I would never really want to be with her. Anyone else know what I mean? I like her, and I would love to kiss her, but she really isn't the type of person I would want to be with. I don't know.
The vision I always have my future is always the same. Shes standing, leaning against this counter in the kitchen, theres this window from the kitchen to the living room. And then I come in, and we smile at each other. She puts down the book shes holding and I walk over to her, and we kiss through the window.
And then other times, I'm in the kitchen, and shes leaning against the counter, and we're laughing and talking, and I'm cooking for her. It doesn't really matter what we're talking about, or what shes reading. I think it might just be that I'm not creative enough to come up with what she would say, or what I would say. I don't know, but I've spent hours thinking about it. Which is really weird and funny. Actually, I'm really weird and funny. Ok, bye. Have a good day, hopefully I'll get to get some more sleep.