Frustrated

DefyingGravity's picture

So there's this girl, right? Let's call her... Arc.
Recently, i've noticed that i am starting to REALLY like her.
For example, i went up behind her and kissed the side of her head, and she smiled at me as i tried to walk into the cafeteria but i was so distracted that i tripped over like 4 people.
I was walking down the hall, and she looked in my direction, then looked away, and stood by her locker until i walked by, and gave me a grin that made me go weak at the knees.
That happened again so in PE, my first class, during volleyball whenever i thought about her, i would get smacked in the head with the ball.
This morning i saw Arc come into the school, half ran to her and hugged her as tightly as i could for as long as she would let me and then i was standing with her and she was shivering so i wrapped my arms around to warm her up. She's a tiny little thing. So i got to hold her for a few minutes. I was thinking about that during PE and my gum fell out of my mouth. Yeah intelligent.
Oh, and Wednesday. I spent lunch with her and her friends, and i picked up one of her hands, and ended up saying i wanted to hold it cause it was so tiny, so she let me link my fingers through hers and hold it while she swung them and said that she feels like skipping.
I would probably end up flying if she liked me, but that probably won't ever happen. UGH!!! Want. So. Bad. Right. Now. She's so beautiful.

WHY DOES EVERYONE I'M ATTRACTED TO HAVE TO BE STRAIGHT!?!?!?!?!?

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starsxfallxup's picture

does she know you're gay?

does she know you're gay?

DefyingGravity's picture

No, she doesn't know.

No, she doesn't know.

"Don't you believe, girl, that you changed the world, at least you changed the world for me" -Finger Eleven