I did it!! Holy balls I did it!!!
I'm out to my Dad and I'm still alive!
Actually, it went great. I'm really lucky to have the dad I do. :D
It took me forever to say it but I finally did. And then I felt a whole lot better. I had my sister K be there.
Seriously if it wasn't for you guys and my sister I probably wouldn't have told my dad last night.
I got on here after school and saw all the comments to my other journal where I was being a scared little bitch :) and total strangers who have been through what I'm going through tell me that I can do it made me actually feel like I could. And I did!
My dad basically said that he still loves me and that I'm still me to him. Me being gay doesn't change the way he feels about.
He just wants me to keep playing sports. (it was kinda weird, he emphasized that point a lot) Which I do want to keep playing sports but I don't want to hear people bs about me looking at them in the locker room.
He also asked me how I knew I was gay. I said idk i just DO its not something that I thought of over night, its been years. And he was like HOW do you KNOW. And then I asked him HOW he KNEW he was straight. And he said b/c the thought of 2 guys makes him want to puke. And I was like well there ya go!
He said some stuff about how people are probably going to give me a hard time at school and how school has changed since he's been in it. He also asked what my friends thought about it.
OH and like my Mom he said how I don't need to go announcing it.
Yup well now idk whats next for me? Spreading the rumor at school that I'm a big dyke? :D ha