i'm selfish. i can be mean. i let people down.
i need time away from everyone here, only i feel like a total ass for needing that.
i just...i dunno. i feel like i'm getting depressed again, and i'm not entirely sure why. not even depressed, just...blah. i dunno.
so...i'm letting people down. if you have my e-mail address, and want/need to talk, send me an e-mail.
i'm all right...i'm certianly not going to do anything stupid, nor am i going to hurt myself. i just need some time away from here.
my therepist says i give too much...she's usually right. lol
"If you think only of others, who will think of you?
If you think only of yourself, what are you?
And if not now, when?"
I dunno if that's a direct quote, or who said it, or anything...my dad quoted something along those lines to me...years ago.
i have new boots, btw! yay italian hiking boots...they're my bday present (a month early) from my parents. they're really awesome...i can't wait to go backpacking.
i'm being sucked into the world of facebook again...lol.
and i have a huge new crush. who remembered me.
i'm gonna go now...lol