I'm a horrible person

bulldyke's picture

i'm selfish. i can be mean. i let people down.

i need time away from everyone here, only i feel like a total ass for needing that.

i just...i dunno. i feel like i'm getting depressed again, and i'm not entirely sure why. not even depressed, just...blah. i dunno.

so...i'm letting people down. if you have my e-mail address, and want/need to talk, send me an e-mail.

i'm all right...i'm certianly not going to do anything stupid, nor am i going to hurt myself. i just need some time away from here.

my therepist says i give too much...she's usually right. lol

"If you think only of others, who will think of you?
If you think only of yourself, what are you?
And if not now, when?"

I dunno if that's a direct quote, or who said it, or anything...my dad quoted something along those lines to me...years ago.

i have new boots, btw! yay italian hiking boots...they're my bday present (a month early) from my parents. they're really awesome...i can't wait to go backpacking.

i'm being sucked into the world of facebook again...lol.

and i have a huge new crush. who remembered me.

i'm gonna go now...lol

BD

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Adam A's picture

meow

me love you long time ferret faced fucker!!!!
gimme u'r facebook you little whore!! or i'll spank you really hard!

bulldyke's picture

adam...if you didn't have a

adam...if you didn't have a dick, i'd be more than happy to have a spank-fest with you.

but you do. and stop posting on oasis while you're drunk! lol

love ya, man!

Bulldyke
"I think some mistakes are meant to be made, because we can't help but hope that they won't be mistakes."

fox333's picture

you arn't a horrible person.

you arn't a horrible person. but anyway it sounds like you need a hug. *Hug*

"I feel like Nacy Drew in the mystery of the midlife crisis."
-Roger Bannister
The Stepford Wives

Adam A's picture

meow

and even if you are a horrible person...it's ok...horrible people are awesome! i'll still play with you ;)

patnelsonchilds's picture

Don't be a silly twit (like

Don't be a silly twit (like me). Of course you're not a horrible person. You just need to learn to follow the same advice you gave me, that's all. Learn to accept help and support from others, and take a holiday from it all when you need to before you go mental (like me).

See you soon.

Love xoxoxoxo,
Pat

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- Pat Nelson Childs
"bringing strong gay & lesbian characters to Sci-Fi & Fantasy"

bulldyke's picture

yeah, well :P be all high

yeah, well :P be all high and mighty and tell me to follow my own advice then! :D

it's easier to give advice than to take it...i'll be fine. :)

*hugs*

Bulldyke
"I think some mistakes are meant to be made, because we can't help but hope that they won't be mistakes."

crazypickle's picture

It's okay if you need time

It's okay if you need time for yourself... I hope that you feel better...