okay, not really, but it's pouring, and there's thunder and lightening, and it's great!
i had my window open for a while, cause it smells SO good, but then the wind changed, and i got soaked...and sooooo not in the good way.
so, i might, maybe, possibly *fingers crossed* have a job soon. i walked around and passed out my dinky resume (never had a job, ever, in my life, so it's just my TA work, and my volunteer stuff at the riding academy), and there's this guy who owns a watch and engraving shop, and he seemed really interested in hiring me, so.....
keep your fingers crossed for me. cause seriously, NO ONE is hiring. it's scary. it's almost completely impossible to get a job right now. god, it sucks!
in other news...Em's going with me tomorrow to the frozen yogurt place, to 'scope out' my crush...and maybe help me figure out how to ask her out. god, i want to! lol
i kinda want to send her flowers with an annonymous not for Vday, but 1) i'm boycotting Vday, and 2) that seems creepy stalkerish.
i can't WAIT to go backpacking! i've got my reservations made, and tomorrow I'll start packing my gear, but OMG, i want to start now! i'm so craving the feel of wet dirt beneath my boots, and the solid weight of a pack on my back...you can tell how excited I am when i start getting horribly poetic. :P
and it's horrible, but i kinda want it to be raining while I'm hiking. it's stupid, i know, but i do. lol
and i really want to be with M (my crush)...this is weird...i've never really had a serious crush before...not since 9th grade, and that disaster, lol. i really, really, REALLY hope M's not straight.
my dad's sick, which sucks. i hope he can come camping with us...but at the same time, part of me kinda hopes he doesn't. i mean, i love camping with him and all, but i hate driving with him. and i LOVE long car rides with my mom. we always have an awesome time.
it needs to stop raining for a bit, so i can practice pitching my tent. i can do it, but...i want to be better. lol i guess i could do it in the living room, but to really do it, you actually have to drive a stake in, so...blech. lol