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Adam A's picture

so it seems that quite by accident i have stumbled upon a boyfriend.... :S

so i went for the first time to this proud gay youth thingy and couldn't help but check out the boys (only a shame the instructor cannot have sex with the rest of us coz...well....the things i'd do to him)...
anyway..there were only three other boys there....and two of them hit on me (the third was underage anyway)....
so one was really cute but i just felt nothing was there...the other...well...he was HOT....and he was in those army uniforms i just love soooo much...and he's just sort of....nice. i wouldn't call him super attractive...but he is attractive. anyway he's name is Itai somethingorother....he's ukrainian. anyway we went out after the meeting and eh...well....we kinda found ourselves kissing and later....kinda...handjobs....am i just like the biggest whore that ever existed on oasis? i mean....i just NEED sex....NEEEEEEEEEEED!

anyway problem is that i met some other guy today too...and he kind of suits me just fine too...and i don't wanna shut one down...i dunno if i even like itay i've only known him like four hours, some seriously bad kissing (which i would have to fix) and a handjob later.

grrr....
and i can't help but not feel a little tinge of being bummed out that the straight person didnt call me, he came back from his base today...what's his excuse? i know...he doesn't need one...a fuck is a fuck is a fuck and will never be anything else...got it!

it's way annoying that i got guys after me but the one i want i can't have...and i always tell people and myself...stay the fuck away from straighties..don't have straight crushes...don't under any circumstances fall in love with a straight person...and what do i do? have mind-blowing sex with and fall in love and obsess about a straight perons....GRRRRRR gad demet! (yes i know....if you remark about my spelling i'll do things with u'r daddy! bad things! painful things!)

i can't believe how badly itai kisses...i've known some guys who use far too much tongue but never one that uses none at all...wtf? at least he's versatile...

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bulldyke's picture

*hug* boy trouble sounds

*hug* boy trouble sounds like it sucks just as much as girl trouble.

and i definitly know how much it sucks to not have the one you want...i'm sorry.

oh, and i'll see your need for sex (actually, i'd prefer not to), and raise you (gah, no!)...wanting to fuck anything with boobs and a vagina, and buying massive amounts of erotica.

Bulldyke
"I think some mistakes are meant to be made, because we can't help but hope that they won't be mistakes."

Adam A's picture

meow

why buy it? haven't you ever heard of downloading free porn? duh!

bulldyke's picture

no...this is high class,

no...this is high class, written erotica. :D this stuff PWNS! waaaay better than the free crap on the internetz.

Bulldyke
"I think some mistakes are meant to be made, because we can't help but hope that they won't be mistakes."

Uncertain's picture

No tongue at all? I've come

No tongue at all? I've come across people that feels like they're trying to eat my face. I'm still torn deciding which one is worse...

Adam A's picture

meow

it as weird...like it was with waaay too much saliva but no tongue...worst of both worlds

WantsOut's picture

NHOGEDSJGSN Wunnerful,

NHOGEDSJGSN Wunnerful, wunnerful,

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Adam A's picture

meow

tehe lover!