Adam A's picture

once you have loved someone this much you doubt it could ever fade despite how much you'd like it too

grr why must i drink so much? next time i drink somebody hit me hard (i daresay there's a few people here who would enjoy that immensely). worried about david, i was hard last night, nastiest mother fucker i've been in a long time actually. channelled my need for destruction upon one of the fuck him fighting his ex and in the process of becoming current boyfriend, who foolishly came in to attack me...was met with an unpleasant suprise. oh how i do love these little games of "who's the biggest bitch"...i always win. now the fuck buddy is trying to have a deep and meaningful with me as if i'm likely to responde...i kindly told him i don't care.

anyways, fuck buddy number two (that is the straight boy) is gonna come on sunday...and i think that in that i'll finish my "phase" of fucking every living thing....much to my great sadness, and perhaps give sexual suppression a bit more of a might even compliment my various other forms of self-torture.
now lets go and try to sober up!


Peregrine's picture

just to let you know i feel

just to let you know i feel like you right now, but mine is more: completely sober yet willing to kill the world

Go into the sand, and the dust, and the sky
Go now, there's no better plan, than to do or to die
Free me, pray to the fayth in the face of the light
Feed me, fill me with sin, and get ready to fight

ferrets's picture


personally volunteer to hit adam, but only with a drunk cat, or a flamethrower


RegretShouldntExist's picture

Erm...Im new sooooo I have

Erm...Im new sooooo I have no clue what this is about...So meh! I cant say anything :( So unfair

Merric's picture


"let's fade together..."

Adam A's picture


love the franz ferdinand yo!

and bush...don't worry my love, you'll pick it up