last night i was sitting with my mom watching tv and my brother came down stairs and told us that my grandpa had just died..
im still in shock.
i have been crying on and off all day.
i miss him alot and im scared i wont be able to go to the funeral...
if you have read my past blogs youll understand this but yeaa my cousin will be there... so im pretty upset.
my heart feels heavy.
i wish i could have seen him one last time.
we did not part on the best of terms...
i need a hug.