Hey. New girl here. I've just recently kind of started coming out. To some friends, a couple siblings, my mom. My dad'd probably shoot me if he knew. I'm a mormon, if that gives you anything. Or me anything. Or whatever. Anyway, so i've got this friend, she's like 38, and she's like a mom to me. I dated her son, and then we both kind of realized that there wasn't anything there. And now i have a massive crush on her daughter. I've liked girls for a long time, i know that. I used to think i liked guys, i'd get that feeling with them and such, but in the past few years... not so much. At all. Kissing a guy just seems weird to me. Anyway. Back to my friend. She takes care of me, and she's the one who told me to research some stuff, so maybe i could find some support. Which landed me here.
Right now i'm just kind of being, whatever comes out of my fingers comes out and such. I've always been a word nerd. Loved em since i was a little girl. Anyway. I'm really worried right now, cause my friend's daughter, the one i like, has something going on with her and we don't know what it is. She woke up with a really bad headache the other day and then part of her left side of her face, tongue, arm went numb, so they spent 2 hours in the doctor's office trying to figure it out. It could be a number of things, but the three main ones were migranes, a brain tumor, or a miniature stroke caused by a heart condition. We don't know. I haven't seen her in days and i just want to see her and be with her and hold her hand and bring her water and cool her head and make sure she's gonna be ok.
Wow that wasn't rambling. hmm.