i am so tired. between being sick, and not getting as much sleep as i'm used to...i'm whiped.
so, i've got the job. which i'm kinda excited about, cause, ya know, it's WORK, and i'll be paid, but...
my boss is ultra conservative. as in, listening to micheal savage on the radio, conservative. it's kinda creepy.
and he's just a little bit smarmy. i dunno. as long as we don't wind up talking politics/morality, i'll be fine. he's not a BAD guy, really, i just don't like him all that much.
the work'll be cool, though. the engravers are really awesome, and it's just pretty cool in general.
the other guy who works there is really cool, though, so that's good.
i start tomorrow. gah!! i'm too tired to think about it right now. i'm kinda freaking out...*whimper* and i hate the fact that i don't want to be out to this guy. i really, really hate this feeling...
and i hate the world that we live in that makes me afraid of people knowing who i am. i live in a pretty liberal town, so i'm not as used to it. i just...god, it sucks. i'm gonna get depressed aobut it if i talk more. okay.
going to bed now...i'm beat (no, adam, that's not an invitation. :P).