Pat, I need you...

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Pat, don't leave... I need you to be here, I need you to help me... Even if you think you don't, you just being around makes me feel like I'm safer, like there's a blanket wrapped around me that keeps me warm even when there's a blizzard... I don't think you understand how much I love you, how much I care, because I don't express it enough, but I really need you to stay with us, please, Pat, stay with us... I'm praying for you, like mad, and I hope that those prayers will be answered, but Pat, God won't do it alone, I need you to try to stay....

Pat, really I love you so much, as do the rest of the Oasis kids, but I'm being selfish and telling you that I need you to be here for me, I don't think I could bear being without you, your that important to me! Pat, don't go...

I love you too much to let you...

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ferrets's picture

i............

think you wrote what were all thinking. your not selfish forsaying that. if this were so, then every person on earth would be selfish, it isnt selfish, it is the natural human calling to connect to each other, and help each other throught everything. it is a feeling that reaches back to what makes humans social creatures. if we felt no conection or loss for each other, would we truly be humam? i think not.

ferrets

WantsOut's picture

Thanks... I really wasn't

Thanks... I really wasn't thinking that anyone but Pat would read this... But it's not like he can, if he's in the hospital... If he dies, I think I'll die.

A is for Amy who fell down the stairs, B is for Basil assaulted by bears.

-The Gashlycrumb Tinies, Edward Gorey

ferrets's picture

well............

you cant let that influence your life. you and me, were young, and have all our lives left, think if pat, left us, none of us knows what happens when you cross over. think of him looking down from heaven, seeing you kill youself because of his loss, or a spector among us, gaurding us. you have to stay strong, stay in control of your life, you cant let others lives spin you out of your life.
but we are all worried for him,
ferrets