i'm seriously mad again, and at NOTHING. not a fucking thing!!!
i was SO close to seriously hurting the woman behind me in the line at Safeway today. she was crowding me, and if she hadn't backed off when i glared at her, i was ready to slam her into the wall, if not worse.
i tailgated this idiot all the way home...which i KNOW is stupid, but i wanted to anyway. and it made me happy that it was pissing him off.
what the fuck is wrong with me? i seriously want to hurt people right now. physically hurt them (and all you immature little guys on here, fuck off. i don't want to hear your idiotic replies to this).
like, part of me is outside of myself, looking in and seeing how irrational i am, and how mean i can be, but the part of me that's being those things doesn't give a flying fuck. i just want to be mean and violent.
i want to pick a fight with someone, just so that i can attack them.