So Pissed

bulldyke's picture

i'm seriously mad again, and at NOTHING. not a fucking thing!!!

i was SO close to seriously hurting the woman behind me in the line at Safeway today. she was crowding me, and if she hadn't backed off when i glared at her, i was ready to slam her into the wall, if not worse.

i tailgated this idiot all the way home...which i KNOW is stupid, but i wanted to anyway. and it made me happy that it was pissing him off.

what the fuck is wrong with me? i seriously want to hurt people right now. physically hurt them (and all you immature little guys on here, fuck off. i don't want to hear your idiotic replies to this).

like, part of me is outside of myself, looking in and seeing how irrational i am, and how mean i can be, but the part of me that's being those things doesn't give a flying fuck. i just want to be mean and violent.

i want to pick a fight with someone, just so that i can attack them.

BD

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hellonwheels's picture

i feel like that now and then...

all belligerent and angry at no one for no reason...in high school, when the VP turned n told me to take my hat off in the hall, it was one of those days, and i almost turned around and beat the hell out of him, i know, im a psycho, but i have a ton of days like that. it honestly scares teh shit out of me.

Mental wounds not healing, driving me insane, i'm goin' off the rails on a crazy train- the ozzman

crazypickle's picture

*Hugs* *Hugs* *Hugs*

*Hugs* *Hugs* *Hugs*