somebody, please, help me.

centerfielder08's picture

i've been thinking about committing suicide.

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Adam A's picture

meow

here's a thought....don't

centerfielder08's picture

i cant stop thinking about

i cant stop thinking about it.
or ways to do it.
im so weak right now it hurts

jmy's picture

Centerfielder, i dont know

Centerfielder,
i dont know what has made you feel this way,
but please, dont feel like commiting suicide is the answer.
Whatever is upsetting you,
it can be sorted out another way.
PM me if you want to talk and i can give you some adivice,
ive felt that way before and its easy to overcome.

It is thyself, mine own self's better part;
Mine eye's clear eye, my dear heart's dearer heart;
My food, my fortune, and my sweet hope's aim,
My sole earth's heaven, and my heaven's claim.
-William Shakespeare, The Comedy Of Errors

Icarus's picture

hey, whoa whoa, hold up. if

hey, whoa whoa, hold up.

if you need to pm me, do it. i'm right here for you. we're all here for you, okay? don't give in to those kinds of thoughts....

so for those of you falling in love
keep it kind, keep it good, keep it right
throw yourself in the midst of danger
and keep one eye open at night.
--"Elephants" Rachel Yamagata

beardcore's picture

I've been feeling the same

I've been feeling the same way, and it really isn't the path you want to go down.

I would talk to someone you trust about your feelings (parent, friend, ect.) and perhaps a doctor.

If your old enough you could get admited to a mental hospital.

PM me if you want to talk.

wheels148's picture

you and i have talked so

if you need someone pm me but WHAT EVER YOU DO DONT HARM YOURSELF IN ANYWAY if you need to pm me i check this through out the day and then first thing in the morning I am here for you

Mothers, tell your children: be quick, you must be strong. Life is full of wonder, love is never wrong. Remember how they taught you, how much of it was fear. Refuse to hand it down - the legacy stops here. ~Melissa Etheridge, "Silent Legacy," Yes I A

the ghost's picture

please don't do this.

please don't do this. suicide is permanent, once you do it that is it your gone your dead. Whatever it is that is making you feel like this is only a temprary situation, no matter how bad it seems now, it will pass.

I do recommend you seek some help from a counsellor or doctor about what you are feeling. They will be sympathetic and understanding and help you deal with everything. Good luck and remember there is no problem too big that it can't be fixed.

No one can make you feel inferior without your consent-Eleanor Roosevelt

wild-blue-yonder's picture

Things will be okay again.

Things will be okay again. The only way to know it is to stick around and experience it yourself.

Please don't seriously think about suicide. You're stronger than that. As tempting as it may be sometimes... you owe it to yourself not to go there.

Everyone's here for you if you need to talk.

Riku's picture

Hey guys

Eli just wanted me to update so you guys didn't worry about him, he just can't get on the site...

Also, you know you can talk to me. And I hope you feel better soon. Sometimes things are hard but you have to focus on something else. Don't give yourself time to think about suicide if you have too. Busy yourself.

fox333's picture

go see a doctor PLEASE!

go see a doctor PLEASE!

howie's picture

Centerfielder08

Hey. I feel so bad now knowing you're hurting. We've PM'd. You're a wonderful person, Eli. Look at the comments on the site. People really like you and care about you. I care about you, and have missed getting PM's from you in the last few days. Wasn't sure why I haven't heard from you in a few days. Please PM me. LOVE, HOWIE

Zephyr's picture

I say, don't do it. There

I say, don't do it. There are a lot of people that care about you. You are loved. Don't forget about how wonderful and unique you are. *HUGS*

Did you meet your fortune teller?
...
Do it up, it's always stellar
---RHCP

centerfielder08's picture

I am still here. I just have

I am still here.
I just have trouble getting on the website sometimes.
starting to Feeling better. but feeling ashamed that i said anything about me thinking about suicide. maybe i shouldnt have?

Rachel_Girl's picture

It's *always* *always*

It's *always* *always* better say something if your thinking about suicide. You have nothing to be ashamed about. Say something is really brave and it's better than the alternative.

Love Happens

WantsOut's picture

ENOUGH! Damn, Eli. YES, say

ENOUGH! Damn, Eli. YES, say something! If you don't you'll lose your life to that incredible stupidity of your's. You are probably a beautiful person, but making idiotic, rash decisions like suicide will NEVER solve ANYTHING.

If you don't stop this, I swear I will petition to excommunicate you.

~~~~~~~~~~~~

Your love is poison,
Arsenic,
and I wanna drink it all