It's been 4 weeks.
Update on me, my only news:
Shane dumped me.
My heart is broken AGAIN.
I'm nothing but a useless whore.
And I'm dead, where this body drops and rots is of no matter now...
You are NOT worthless. You are more valuable than Shane. Don't be like that.
No no no,
dont be down on yourself like that,
Its a shame that you were dumped,
im really sorry to hear that.
but keep your chin up,
your not a useless whore, dont down yourself like that.
everyone here is here to help,
message me if you want a chat :)
It is thyself, mine own self's better part;
Mine eye's clear eye, my dear heart's dearer heart;
My food, my fortune, and my sweet hope's aim,
My sole earth's heaven, and my heaven's claim.
-William Shakespeare, The Comedy Of Errors
i got dumped maybe 5 times this past year so i have some clue as to what u'r feeling...i got even by fucking much hotter men than my ex's but that's by no means something i suggest for you. bottom line is that you shouldn't feel worthless or broken hearted, while it perfectly understandable...try and remind yourself you're not...or go and prove it to yourself.
O_O Was Adam just a nice gy, and serious for a moment?
*Fire and brimstone raining from sky*
Bu he's right, you know.
I believe he was,
My journal has become a forum.
More power to us cool kids who are actually online.
Funny how that works, eh?
don't get used to it kids' it's a mere glitch in the matrix ok?
God I feel like crap.
Not to mention it's nearly midnight and I'm supposed to be at uni tomorrow....
Probably not happening though, but still.
Fuck! Agents! Run!
wen did he dump you??? and why did it end? did you fuck it up or did he? did you love him? did he treat you right? care to share
About 24.5 hours ago. He didn't give me a real reason. Neither of us fucked it up, we never fought or argued once. I loved so much I came back from the dead for him. And he treated me better than anyone else ever has.
He had someone else.
That's the most probable answer.
I'm the only gay guy he knows other than himself.
And if he did, I don't want to know. Because then he and his new lover will both have to die.
And last time I checked, homicide is illegal.
it's not on oasis heheh
anyway....so if it was all so peechy why did he dump you?
I don't know. Which just makes it hurt more. I just don't know.
One day he's holding me until I sleep and making love to me for hours, murmuring french or russian in my ear, cooking for me, rolling cigarettes for me. Never being angry or dissappointed even when I cut myself or tried to commit suicide, and then he just texts me with. "It's over."
Ty M. Berium ; The Sacred Green Crystal
so in other words...he fucked it up and he's a itty bitty pricklet now isn't he? dont' lose sleep over itty bitty pricklets
The thing is, he wasn't an itty bitty pricklet before.
And I didn't sleep in the first place.
figure of speech smartypants! :P
i suppose you weren't sleeping from all that russian/french hot sweaty sex hehehehe
I do enjoy foreign languages. It's big turn on for me.
And I didn't mean that's why I don't sleep!
Although I'd rather not sleep because there's a penis in me.... but I'm not that lucky atm.
Ty M. Berium ; The Sacred Green Crystal
Guten tague, mein fruend, wie gates?
Was du liebe!?
*Tacklekiss* You'll be okay...
Google Translate n'aime pas tu. Allemand est un debile langue, de toute manire. Je ne comprend pas purquoi de n'importe qui aurait parler allemand...
Je suis desole! Je n'ajoute pas accents... XD
You're pretty young. In terms of romantic life, you're about 1-2 years old. So, think of this as a scraped knee. Put some triple antibiotic ointment on your wound, bandage it up and kiss it better. Cause we all get hurt. It sucks, but we always pull through.
Hope yeh feel better!
For foreign languages! Everybody bust out!
Preevyet Kak pazhiyavesh?
(Renglish, because I can't READ russian.)
Nughhh! Anything but Russian >.<
I have this friend, who's a stupid communist and is Russia obsessed. And it's made me hate Russia with a fiery and burning passion.