I'm finished with Ohad.
I'll give myself a week to get over him.
I hope Aviv comes this sunday.
After a while i'll get used to being alone again, and so, so long as i don't go on dates and don't have one night stands other than Aviv...who's not really a one night stand, more a friend who you fuck, and i'll get used to it again like i used to be, and it'll be fine. i'll lose more weight, wait for my parents, and i'll start life again, for maybe the fifth time, start from scratch, leave uni, go work, slightly wiser, slightly harder. And that's it.