Baths and Stuff

bulldyke's picture

so, i have this crazy idea in my head that i like baths. and i don't. i don't find them relaxing, or comforting, or anything. they're just a pain, they get too cold too fast, or they're too hot, and really? i'm an ADD kid!!! i can't sit still that long!!

but...it's been long enough since my last bath that i'd forgotten all that, so....i tried taking one.

and hated it, of course. couldn't get comfortable. then i did, but my music was too loud. then the water was too hot, and i didn't feel like going through the whole process of adjusting the temp.

blech. but i did get my trimming done, which is nice. and i took the time to rub my aloe in, so my skin doesn't feel like it's about to fall off in chunks. lol

god, i STILL have bits of engine grease under my nails! how the hell is that possible?

i wish i looked more butch than i do. i'm SUCH a girl, no matter how much i hide it. i have hips, bigish breasts (okay, more average sized, but they FEEL big), and i dunno...i just feel like i look so much more womanly than i actually am.

and yet, people mistake me for a guy all the time. i'm like "DUDE! do you not see the boobs??" cept i actually really like it.

i can't wait til i'm 18. for so many reasons. gah. 23 more days!

hehe, i think my parents would flip out if i moved out of the country as soon as i got my college fund money. but there's so many places i want to go! ireland, england, australia (:D), antarctica (okay, PROBABLY not on my first trip, lol). i just...i'd love to pick up and GO somewhere, ya know?

and at the same time, the thought terrifies me. like, the farthest i've ever been from home is a few hundred miles.

ah well....we shall see. :)

*hugs* to all

BD

Comments

jmy's picture

Just get on the plane and

Just get on the plane and come to australia. hahaha,
remember our terrorising plans :)

It is thyself, mine own self's better part;
Mine eye's clear eye, my dear heart's dearer heart;
My food, my fortune, and my sweet hope's aim,
My sole earth's heaven, and my heaven's claim.
-William Shakespeare, The Comedy Of Errors

ferrets's picture

*gasp*

ireland, YES, THAT is so where i want to live!!!!!! yay!

ferrets with flame throwers

starsxfallxup's picture

i feel the same way. i just

i feel the same way. i just want to go!