Bleh

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So I can't believe that at one point in time that I actually thought that if someone was gay and because I'm gay to, we would be friends. Or that they would even automatically be cool. Ha. Boy was I wrong. That was something I just learned recently. Theres a story that goes with this discovery too but I don't feel like writing it right now.
I'm pretty much outing myself more and more each day at school. Like having conversations with my friends about my gayness during class and not caring if anyone hears. I think everyone thinks its just all for laughs and we're not serious when they call me a dyke. I actually don't mind being called that by my friends cuz they don't mean it hatefully. I'm just like ya so what?

11 days until Spring Break!! Ugh I can't wait. I just need to get through this week and next week and then an ENTIRE week off! I'm going to OH with Sara its gonna be fun. I can't wait! Thinking about it is getting me excited. WeIRd.