From Earlier

bulldyke's picture

gah. no internet!! haha, i'm writing in Word, and i'm planning on posting this later, :P.

just finished Empress of the World. haven't read it since 8th grade, when Em gave it to me. then, i read it in one night. this time, i think it took me just a few hours.

centerfielder says battle reminds her of me. sort of. i mean….well, the hair thing certainly fits, though no one's ever called me empress, or done anything like that. and i'd prefer emperor, even if they did.

and the whole thing with kevin? that's not like me. outwardly, i am kinda like battle, i guess. but inside? i'm more like nic. i like things to be descriped, parsed out and defined. but for me, words work.

i don't run away from stuff like battle does, either. i may not always face things head on, but i do deal with them, and usually in a healthy way. :P usually.

and NO one would EVER get me into a dress like battle wore to the dance. EVER. not even J, and i'd do just about anything for her.

i'm oddly unnervous, until i say that, and then i get nervous. ick. but i'm not, really. i'm calm, composed, happy.

tired, too. :P i was SO rushed this morning, even though i got up half an hour early to talk to J. :D

haha, it was so totally worth it, though. and believe me, i never thought i'd say that about getting up at 5:30 am.

she's…..she's everything i've ever wanted in a girlfriend. she txted me this morning, after we said goodbye, to tell me that today is our 'official' one week anniversery. it's been one week since i asked her out. :D i thought i was the only one who cared about one week anniverseries.

although, to be perfectly honest, i totally forgot this time.  there's just SO much on my mind….and at times, it feels like we've been together forever. like we're that really annoying couple every school has that's been together since 9th grade, and have engagement rings by the time they graduate, and are going to the same colleges.

like my parents. they met in their senior year. talk about picture perfect couple. and they're so in love it's creepy, sometimes. but they're my role model for a good relationship….and how many kids can say that about their parents?

i should go find the bathroom. you're not allowed to leave or anything while you're testing. well, you can, but it invalidates your test, and you don't get your money back or anything. ugh.

:D i just told a random stranger that my girlfriend lives in australia, and that i'm moving there to be with her. that felt incredibly good. haha, and it totally didn't phase her….i think she might think i'm a guy. i'm wearing a million layers, and a tight bra…huh. lol

simon says: this is SO totally random. i'm physcially a virgin. i've had sex, of course, but…yeah. :P i was just thinking about that.

today is wolf's birthday. i called her at 5:45 and woke her up. oops. :P


okay, seriously? that was pathetic. like, seriously pathetic. i finshed the science test in less than an hour. 50 questions. and i'll bet i got at least 90% right.

GOD. there was this kid….SO annoying. he had a cold, or something, and kept sniffing THE ENTIRE FUCKIG TIME. GAH!!!!!! drove me CRAZY. oh well. i finished, i survived.

one down, four to go.

and now i'm gonna go read, or something. maybe take a nap, lol. cause i've got an hour to kill, and of course i didn't bring my battery charger….not like i'd have anywhere to plug it in.

stupid school doesn't have a wireless network to hijack. :P

okay, gonna turn my laptop off now.



jeff's picture


We'll all call you empress, no problem.

"People who are happy are slugs... They do not move the human race forward."
-- Camille Paglia, on Oasis

patnelsonchilds's picture

You remind me of Princess

You remind me of Princess Alengra, one of the lesbian characters in my series. She doesn't appear until Scion's Blood, and has a fairly small role there, but comes back in Numen's Trust in a much more substantial way. She'll be strongly featured in the second trilogy as well.

So now that I've told you that you remind me of her, you have to go read the books. Just PLEASE do not compare yourself point for point with her and get a complex or something. She was created long before I knew you, and all my characters are composites in any case.

I'm glad things are going so well with you and J. I'm very fond of her, and worried about her quite a bit when she first came to Oasis. I still worry, of course, because I worry about all of you - but I feel much better now that she has such a great person in her life.

I'll be coming to Australia to visit one day. Just wanted to give you fair warning. I've always wanted to go. I have quite a number of Aussie readers, and I'd like to cultivate a few thousand more. :D



- Pat Nelson Childs
"bringing strong gay & lesbian characters to Sci-Fi & Fantasy"

jmy's picture

:-) pats fond of me, It is

:-) pats fond of me,

It is thyself, mine own self's better part;
Mine eye's clear eye, my dear heart's dearer heart;
My food, my fortune, and my sweet hope's aim,
My sole earth's heaven, and my heaven's claim.
-William Shakespeare, The Comedy Of Errors